12-07-2016, 05:27 AM
I wouldn't say that it necessarily lowers your inhibitions... but I'm a dude and mine are kinda low anyhow. Of all the times I did MDMA, I only remember having sex once and it wasn't really all that memorable other than tripping out thinking the cops were in living room and flushing a bunch of drugs down the toilet while my future wife was laying there naked wondering WTF was going on.
It just make your senses super enhanced. Music sounds better, beautiful women look more beautiful (not like alcohol where ugly people look better). Touch feels amazing. Just brushing up against someone in a crowded bar feels awesome. It also makes you more in tune with people's emotions. Almost like an emphatic antenna, you can literally feel the vibe coming off of someone. I can detect it sober, but I can feel it on MDMA. This one girl was "blowing me up" one time and I got this sense that she was pure evil and the more I looked at her, she even looked demonic. I freaked out a little and I went back to Leslie(the lip balm girl) and stroked the insides of her thighs up her skirt for a bit while she rubbed my head and caressed my face. Other people rolling would look at us in admiration, they wanted what we had.
Of all the times I ever did MDMA, the only times that were really memorable were with Leslie, and I did it a LOT... With many different women. I think she must've been like me with the touch thing. Touching was as enjoyable as being touched with us. She was s beautiful preacher's daughter with a gentle heart from a small town at the foothills of the Smokey's. My Dixieland Delight.
And I wouldn't recommend doing it without Mr. Animal. Even if he isn't the touchy-feely type, it'd at least be nice to be around someone who it was acceptable to caress. Pets not included.